If I had to describe myself, it would be in a word that has many meanings with a complexity which falls off the tongue.
A word made up of many elements, is deceptive in appearance, and creates an illusion from the imagination.
My word would be Phantasmagoric. ~Summer Ross

Sunday, February 24, 2008


It's strange to think how many women live up to others expectations, I wasn't sure I was going to write about this, but it just keeps jutting out in my mind. There was a mardi gras at a local bar recently, which i attended, and for starters there was a bead contest, naturally, but it was only with women, and how do you suppose they got those beads, not only from paying customers but bartenders as well, I'm sure you can figure it out if you are familiar with mardi gras at all, if not, well lets just say topless is a key element....any way so there is one mark I may not have looked at twice before this class, then lets add in another, two women actually went around the room topless (at the bar) with only beads letting guys take pictures, i think some women too, but not completely sure. Honestly because of the attention, I only half wished I could be as bold as that, but at the same time, what they were doing was not creating a good outlook for themselves as women....just my opinion. I don't care if they run around topless, The point is the reason and attention behind it, it just shows what some people will do to be accepted in a social gathering/situation......

Monday, February 4, 2008

Home or work?

I had a curiousity.... Given the oppurtunity to stay home how many truly would or have?

Honestly I like both. But not one or the other.
for me there are huge downfalls to both. I have two kids and I have to work/or something to support them. and as I thought of my answer to this question I realized I'm both mom/dad for the most part. Dad is involved regularly-however he doesn't take care of school, therapy, housing, meals, projects, learning, displine regularly, field trips, activities, and the list goes on. But as some one who assumes the role of both with a kind of outside static I realized not just from me but people who know me that I'm a genuinly accepting person. I just accept what needs to be done, I accept responsibility, I accept opinions(and am teaching to their fathers dismay my girls to have an opinion.) I accept other peoples life styles even if they are in my own home. I do have opinions of these people, but I accept who they are as a person. And I think it draws from my experience, at home and work.
At home allot means I'm alone alot, not socially inclined, too much time on my hands, eventual depressed.
However being at work more than not, means no time with my kids, no real conditioning time to help mold them, everything is rushed and they spend a good too much portion of thier time with another adult other than me, who eventually i end up contending with over what is right for my children, but also acceptable to the environement of a sitter....

Strange, there are good things to both worlds which is why both would be better.

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